I am sorry ...

I  am sorry I wasted your time and money; I am sorry I was not as per your expectations; I am sorry I still love you; I am sorry I fought for you; I am sorry I thought we were inseparable; I am sorry I hurt you loving more; I am sorry I shouted on you; I am sorry I always understand your love behind your anger and thought the same in return; I am sorry I hurt myself in love; I am sorry for every moment when I crave for you; I am sorry I can’t forget you; I am sorry I wanted to marry you; I am sorry I messed up your life; I am sorry that i cry for you; I am sorry I remember every moment I spent with you; I am sorry I waited for you knowing you will never come back; I am sorry I devoted myself to you; I am sorry I still miss you; I am sorry I don’t just understand that you have moved on in your life; I am sorry I can’t live without you; I am sorry everything hurts me without you; I am sorry I thought you will pick me up when you will find that I am falling apart; I am sorry I thought you will miss me; I am sorry I thought you will remember my all silly things I did just for you; I am sorry I thought you will never leave me because I never left you; I am sorry I thought you won’t give up on me because I never gave up on you; I am sorry I thought you will forgive me knowing the fact that I am not perfect.

          I am sorry I thought if I beg and plead then your heart will melt after seeing me in pain; I am sorry I thought that I do matter to you; I am sorry I am hurt; I am sorry I thought you are my life; I am sorry I have no regret for betraying you; I am sorry I thought my tears will matter to you; I am sorry I thought if we both are crying, you will wipe my tears first; I am sorry I thought you will remember how much I loved you; I am sorry I thought you will understand, I want everything perfect just for you; I am sorry I thought I can’t be replaced because I didn’t think you would be replaced in my life; I am sorry I thought you will hold my hand when I am trembling; I am sorry I thought you understand how much I love you when I run behind you; I am sorry I thought people can’t influence you; I am sorry I thought you will forgive me when I show you my scars and say sorry; I am sorry I thought my apologies and good intentions matter to you; I am sorry I thought if I open my heart and show you my wounds you will hug me and erase the pain and heal them; I am sorry I thought you will say you hurt me but we both loved each other and you can’t stay without me so I am here for you and I love you too.

          I am sorry I thought I can rest on your shoulders and cry and tell you I am tired; I am sorry I never thought you will leave me because I don’t chose anyone else over you; I am sorry I thought you can’t live without me as I can’t live without you; I am sorry I thought my words mattered to you; I am sorry I thought if when I need you, u will be there and you will feel my pain and see that I am hurt; I am sorry I thought you will find me struggling for you; I am sorry I thought we will weather any troubles in our relationship; I am sorry I showed you how weak and helpless I am without you and I thought that you will save me; I am sorry I thought you’ll understand that I loved you more than anything and am all alone without you; I am sorry I thought you will care for me when we both are hurt; I am sorry I thought you will save me from being insane; I am sorry I thought it’s you and me against the world; I am sorry I have no one without you; I am sorry I thought you understand that I keep running behind you; I am sorry I have lost my mind; I am sorry I love you so much that I feel like killing myself due to the pain…

                                                                      

                                                               I AM SORRY! :(